It's a love hate thing. Mostly love.
Recently we have embarked on an endeavour into the world of techno greatness. I know what you're thinking. It must be nice.. and it mostly is. Some of you are hoping somebody will step up and replace that sound system you've had since the 80's. Let me to encourage you. If your vision supports the technical upgrade of your dreams and you chase after God's direction with everything you have.. it will happen for you. I've seen it over and over and it blows me away every time.
This past weekend our fantastic new sound system had some hick ups. Most of the problem was in our monitor system and not so much our house sound so most folks probably didn't even pick up on it. (until reading this). On stage it was another story. It shook us all from the get go. We were so focused on our lack of audio that it visibly effected our performance. Initially I was mad at the sound system. How ridiculous is that! Then I realized what was really going on.
God doesn't need a fancy sound system to complete his work. He does not require moving lights or a perfect density of haze hanging in the air. As fantastic as those things are, they are only tools. God prefers a passionate heart for Him over an HD picture any day. Our lead pastor picked up on it right away. He instinctively put more energy into his message to compensate for the lack of audio greatness we were feeling on stage and by the time our second worship experience began, so did I. That's great leadership. I'm so thankful for these little attention getters, much more than the technology.
Today I was thinking about prayer. I have become very casual over the years in my prayer life. Consistency is not the issue for me. As I have grown in my relationship with him I have indeed become more open in my prayer life and I believe that's what He wants but today I am reminded who He is. What he looks like. Scripture does not give us much to go on in terms of a visual image of God. I read that no man has ever seen Him and that He has shown himself only a couple times to some privileged individuals who could not bear to look at His face. I know that in Heaven we'll see him as He is but here on earth we can only imagine the greatness of His beauty. If this is the God I speak to, a God who is so magnificent that no man can even look into His eyes, the creator of the universe, it aught to have a profound impact on how I approach Him. I challenge you to close your eyes and dream for a moment of who God really is and what He looks like. Now, what do you say to Him? It's all about perspective. I'm going to speak with Him now. Just blogging about Him makes me miss our intimate times together. I'm not going to talk about audio monitors with Him though.